Another weekend is down the drain. Where did it go?? What did I do?? I spent friday picking up stuff for C's birthday party, price matching groceries and dealing with herds of non friendly, non customer service oriented people. Yes I am aware that C's birthday is in April. It's a sickness... I do this every year and my husband just humors my midnight questions like which plates do you think 5 year olds will like better? :) This might be a direct result of only having one child...... Just maybe. ;) We are going for a Buzz Lightyear/ Space theme this year. So I have now started hoarding things to make cool space decorations out of and planning how to paint 3 foot tall cut outs of toy story characters.....
After all the shopping we got home around 8:00 at night and needed to eat supper and haul all of the groceries for the next two weeks up the three flights of stairs and into the house. Woohoo!!! Did I mention that is was like -10 when we got home?? Anyhow the pager then went off for 3 consecutive calls. Supper tastes really yummy if you don't eat it until after midnight. You should try it sometime. ;) On a side note- If you decide to hide from the EMT's, hide somewhere REALLY good!! ( I love my job! I love my job! I love....) All in all it was another sleep deprived night. I tried to get some extra sleep but this was my single parent weekend so that only lasted until around 8 or so. I'm pretty sure I spent that day doing mountains of laundry and other fun mommy jobs. Then on Sunday I was on sound duty and there early. All of that is probably leading to me starting to freak out about C being in school next year. We met with the first school for an interview today (Monday). Being a girl I changed clothes about 8 times before we finally left and even totally changed outfits because J said that my shoes looked funny with what I had on. :) Note I did not just change my shoes!!
THAT would be silly!! We all really liked the school but I am still not sure what we are supposed to do. So for now I am just praying that God will show us where C is supposed to be and if that's private school, how we are going to pay for it. I realized today that I feel like I am loosing my job. Like how employees must feel who are working for a company that they know is going to close down in a few months. Yes I know that Mommies never really loose their jobs and that he WILL still need me even when he is a school aged kid but this is how I FEEL so it doesn't have to be rational. :) Today I feel like being a girl and that does not require me to be rational and even lets me cry for no apparent reason at all. ;)
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